I. The Burial of the Dead
April is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
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Earth in forgetful snow, feeding
A little life with dried tubers.
With a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade,
And went on in sunlight, into the
Hofgarten,
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And drank coffee, and talked for an hour.
What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow
There is shadow under this red rock,
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(Come in under the shadow of this red rock),
And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
“You gave me hyacinths first a year ago,
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“They called me the hyacinth girl.”
—Yet when we came back, late, from the Hyacinth garden,
Your arms full, and your hair wet, I could not
Speak, and my eyes failed, I was neither
Living nor dead, and I knew nothing,
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Looking into the heart of light, the silence.
Had a bad cold, nevertheless
Is known to be the wisest woman in Europe,
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I see crowds of people, walking round in a ring.
Thank you. If you see dear Mrs. Equitone,
Tell her I bring the horoscope myself:
One must be so careful these days.
To where Saint Mary Woolnoth kept the hours
There I saw one I knew, and stopped him, crying, “Stetson!
“You who were with me in the ships at
Mylae!
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“That corpse you planted last year in your garden,
“Has it begun to sprout? Will it bloom this year?
“Or has the sudden frost disturbed its bed?
From which a golden Cupidon peeped out
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(Another hid his eyes behind his wing)
Doubled the flames of sevenbranched candelabra
Reflecting light upon the table as
The glitter of her jewels rose to meet it,
From satin cases poured in rich profusion;
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Huge sea-wood fed with copper
Burned green and orange, framed by the coloured stone,
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In which sad light a carvèd dolphin swam.
Above the antique mantel was displayed
And other withered stumps of time
Were told upon the walls; staring forms
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Leaned out, leaning, hushing the room enclosed.
Footsteps shuffled on the stair.
Under the firelight, under the brush, her hair
Spread out in fiery points
Glowed into words, then would be savagely still.
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“My nerves are bad to-night. Yes, bad. Stay with me.
“Speak to me. Why do you never speak? Speak.
“What are you thinking of? What thinking? What?
“I never know what you are thinking. Think.”
“What is that noise now? What is the wind doing?”
“You know nothing? Do you see nothing? Do you remember
“What shall I do now? What shall I do?”
“I shall rush out as I am, and walk the street
“With my hair down, so. What shall we do tomorrow?
When Lil's husband got demobbed, I said—
I didn't mince my words, I said to her myself,
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Now Albert's coming back, make yourself a bit smart.
He'll want to know what you done with that money he gave you
To get yourself some teeth. He did, I was there.
You have them all out, Lil, and get a nice set,
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He said, I swear, I can't bear to look at you.
And no more can't I, I said, and think of poor Albert,
He's been in the army four years, he wants a good time,
And if you don't give it him, there's others will, I said.
Oh is there, she said. Something o' that, I said.
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Then I'll know who to thank, she said, and give me a straight look.
If you don't like it you can get on with it, I said.
Others can pick and choose if you can't.
But if Albert makes off, it won't be for lack of telling.
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You ought to be ashamed, I said, to look so antique.
(And her only thirty-one.)
I can't help it, she said, pulling a long face,
It's them pills I took, to bring it off, she said.
(She's had five already, and nearly died of young George.)
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The chemist said it would be all right, but I've never been the same.
You are a proper fool, I said.
Well, if Albert won't leave you alone, there it is, I said,
What you get married for if you don't want children?
Hurry up please its time
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Well, that Sunday Albert was home, they had a hot gammon,
And they asked me in to dinner, to get the beauty of it hot—
Goonight Bill. Goonight Lou. Goonight May. Goonight.
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Ta ta. Goonight. Goonight.
The river's tent is broken: the last fingers of leaf
Clutch and sink into the wet bank. The wind
Crosses the brown land, unheard. The nymphs are departed.
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The river bears no empty bottles, sandwich papers,
Silk handkerchiefs, cardboard boxes, cigarette ends
Or other testimony of summer nights. The nymphs are departed.
And their friends, the loitering heirs of city directors;
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Departed, have left no addresses.
By the waters of
Leman I sat down and wept...
Sweet Thames, run softly till I end my song,
Sweet Thames, run softly, for I speak not loud or long.
White bodies naked on the low damp ground
And bones cast in a little low dry garret,
Rattled by the rat's foot only, year to year.
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Under the brown fog of a winter noon
Mr. Eugenides, the
Smyrna merchant
Asked me in demotic French
Followed by a weekend at the Metropole.
At the violet hour, when the eyes and back
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Turn upward from the desk, when the human engine waits
Like a taxi throbbing waiting,
Old man with wrinkled female breasts, can see
Out of the window perilously spread
Her drying combinations touched by the sun's last rays,
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On the divan are piled (at night her bed)
Stockings, slippers, camisoles, and stays.
I, Tiresias, old man with wrinkled dugs
Perceived the scene, and foretold the rest—
I too awaited the expected guest.
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He, the young man carbuncular, arrives,
A small house agent's clerk, with one bold stare,
One of the low on whom assurance sits
As a silk hat on a
Bradford millionaire.
The time is now propitious, as he guesses,
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The meal is ended, she is bored and tired,
Endeavours to engage her in caresses
Which still are unreproved, if undesired.
Flushed and decided, he assaults at once;
Exploring hands encounter no defense;
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His vanity requires no response,
And makes a welcome of indifference.
(And I Tiresias have foresuffered all
Enacted on this same divan or bed;
I who have sat by
Thebes below the wall
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And walked among the lowest of the dead.)
Bestows one final patronising kiss,
And gropes his way, finding the stairs unlit...
She turns and looks a moment in the glass,
Hardly aware of her departed lover;
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Her brain allows one half-formed thought to pass:
“Well now that's done: and I'm glad it's over.”
O City, City, I can sometimes hear
The pleasant whining of a mandoline
And a clatter and a chatter from within
Where fishmen lounge at noon: where the walls
Inexplicable splendor of Ionian white and gold.
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To leeward, swing on the heavy spar.
Supine on the floor of a narrow canoe.”
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Under my feet. After the event
He wept. He promised ‘a new start.’
I made no comment. What should I resent?”
The broken fingernails of dirty hands.
My people humble people who expect
Phlebas the Phoenician, a fortnight dead,
Forgot the cry of gulls, and the deep sea swell
Picked his bones in whispers. As he rose and fell
He passed the stages of his age and youth
O you who turn the wheel and look to windward,
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Consider Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as you.
After the torchlight red on sweaty faces
After the frosty silence in the gardens
After the agony in stony places
The shouting and the crying
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Prison and palace and reverberation
Of thunder of spring over distant mountains
He who was now living is now dead
We who were living are now dying
Here is no water but only rock
Rock and no water and the sandy road
The road winding above among the mountains
Which are mountains of rock without water
If there were water we should stop and drink
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Amongst the rock one cannot stop or think
Sweat is dry and feet are in the sand
If there were only water amongst the rock
Dead mountain mouth of carious teeth that cannot spit
Here one can neither stand nor lie nor sit
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There is not even silence in the mountains
But dry sterile thunder without rain
There is not even solitude in the mountains
But red sullen faces sneer and snarl
From doors of mudcracked houses
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If there were water
And no rock
If there were the sound of water only
But sound of water over a rock
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A woman drew her long black hair out tight
And fiddled whisper music on those strings
And bats with baby faces in the violet light
Whistled, and beat their wings
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And crawled head downward down a blackened wall
And upside down in air were towers
Tolling reminiscent bells, that kept the hours
And voices singing out of empty cisterns and exhausted wells.
Only a cock stood on the rooftree
In a flash of lightning. Then a damp gust
Ganga was sunken, and the limp leaves
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Waited for rain, while the black clouds
The jungle crouched, humped in silence.
My friend, blood shaking my heart,
The awful daring of a moment's surrender
Which an age of prudence can never retract
By this, and this only, we have existed
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Which is not to be found in our obituaries
Damyata: The boat responded
Gaily, to the hand expert with sail and oar
The sea was calm, your heart would have responded
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Gaily, when invited, beating obedient
London Bridge is falling down falling down falling down
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These fragments I have shored against my ruins
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Datta. Dayadhvam. Damyata.
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